First Crow, Great work. Gives me some incentive to make a Psylocke.
Second. Dude, seriously, you need to find a way to deal with the hand. If surgery is out, look into some kind of rehab for the hand. Specifically, physical therapy, and even more specifically, there are techniques out there called Alexander and Feldenkrais. The wife, a musician, has used and recommends these, and hopes you heal quickly. I agree with her and with JoeMicheals, you're too young, and if I may say, too freakin' talented a Joe-artist to be lost to customizing. So, do something!
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